Day 2 of having a target zero'd in on me by disgruntled neighbors. I made progress today though and managed to get out of the apartment for a few hours to run some errands. I got lucky because when my mom showed up to pick me up to take me shopping and to go to Walmart, the entire alley way between the apartment buildings was deserted and, much to my relief, everyone had retreated back to their lairs for the moment. So I was able to slip out of the apartment unnoticed and go run my Sunday errands. I got lucky again when I returned because the alley was empty then too. So while I'm still staying indoors at all times and not going outside my front door without an escort or making sure the coast is clear, I think my mom and my sponsor may be right in their opinions that this whole thing is just going to subside and, eventually, die and be forgotten and/or the ratchet ass motherfuckers I'm having trouble with end up being evicted or just move. While it doesn't feel like that right now as I still catch snippets of their conversations sometimes when I'm out on the patio smoking and none of them speak too highly of me, I do think that the original source of all this chaos, the guy who was sort of the leader of the pack and the poor schmuck who was the first one to get evicted in the first place is, currently, in the process of still being their voice of reason and clan-leader and is talking them out of acting out in stupid ways that would only lead to more trouble for them than they already could potentially be in considering some of the things I know that they are up to behind closed doors, as well as just how many people they have living in that apartment, which I promise you, is FAR larger than the unit lease permit allows to reside in one residence. So I just basically have to wait it out I guess. Tomorrow I'm gonna some serious bravery though and try leaving by myself and not having any one with me or as my escort/witness because I need to get back into a regular meeting attendance schedule and I can't let some hood rat broke ass trash motherfuckers stop me from going to get my recovery in so I don't wind up crazy like I have been the last couple of days. In a conversation with my sponsor this afternoon, I admitted to him upon being asked that I hadn't been to a meeting since Tuesday......TUESDAY. Obviously, he was not happy with me. So I'm off to bed (at a reasonable hour) to catch my required 8+ hours of sleep so I can wake up on time in the morning and go to a meeting at 10:30, then another one at 2:30.
Stay tuned....
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