i really really REALLY don't want to play anymore.
none of the options in front of me to continue playing are good ones, there's a really shitty one, and an even shittier one. and i don't want either of them.
and quite honestly i'm really ready to just throw in the towel because i'm pretty convinced that it'd be the best option for the rest of you anyway as all of you could fucking move on already and not have me constantly bringing a rain cloud into your day.
especially you. i think i've spoiled your days enough, i really don't know why you continue to even keep me around for anything.
