I can't believe I woke up this early on a Saturday of my own accord. All it took was not staying up late to watch Family Guy (which, seriously, is pointless because at this point I think I've seen just about every episode ever) and going to sleep at a reasonable hour, resulting in me waking up at a "normal" hour. Which, to my benefit, has ensured that I'm now awake to be able to go to the 10:30 men's stag meeting at the 3M Club this morning which, I discovered, I really like a lot. Something about not having any bitches in the room (and I say that in the most loving sense to all of my female friends out there) that frees you up to share stuff that only another guy could understand and relate to. So that's my primary target meeting for the day. I may, however, go to the 6 PM meeting as well later tonight at Mountain View Hospital just to keep my recovery fuel banks not just charged up, but in an excess state of being charged up. I find that when I make more than one meeting a day, my entire outlook and coping mechanisms with what life throws at me every day is stronger and more resilient and has me walking around with an extra (this is going to sound outrageously gay) pep in my step. So I think I may just make today a 2 meetings kinda day. I also have a shit ton of stuff to work on at home, including step work, catching up on reading my overflowing stack of library books that I have to renew my check out dates for yet again (my bad), and also putting in some time on research and learning on the big top secret project K_____ and I are undertaking for our big plans we have in store for this year. Some of the tasks associated with that one don't sound the most exciting, but need to be done if I want to be knowledgeable in what we're undertaking and so that I'm properly informed, prepared, and ready to handle cultivating our project so that it's set up for nothing but success. Granted, I;m not expecting it to be a totally smooth ride with no bumps in the road and for everything to go according to some plan that has everything go perfectly as planned, that would be unrealistic to expect as nothing ever goes down that way. But I want to become an expert in this undertaking as fast as possible so that I'm equipped and prepared to help K_____ get this off the ground and make it something we can both be proud of.
And of course, in between all this, I need to make sure I clock in some time writing on my first step because I won't lie, I've kinda been neglecting that lately for no other reason than answering the questions is making me uncomfortable due to having to recount and look at my actions I'm guilty of committing while in the throes of full blown, monster status active addiction. But it has to be done to move on and move through it. Anyway, time to move on to my next item on my to-do list for the day.
Stay tuned faithful fol.lowers. More to come.
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