Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Revelations

So it's starting to become crystal clear as opposed to any uncertainty and clouded vision that I've invited people into my life that I absolutely should never have even said hi to.  Within the last 48 hours, 3 people total have continued to show their content of character and what type of person they really are and the quality of human being they are...or should I say lack thereof.  And unfortunately for me, I was either unaware of these outstanding defects at the time or was turning a blind eye to those shortcomings because I was enamored with some other aspect of them that I found endearing that I did want to get to know.
Unfortunately, now that I know them better and I see what they really are bringing to the table and what comes with the package if I am to have them in my life as friends, there comes a whole lot of other shit too.  Shit that, quite frankly, I don't have the time, patience, tolerance, or sympathy for and I want them gone.  As I type this I know at this very moment 2 of these 3 people are probably having a discussion about me in which one of these assholes is throwing me under the bus and painting me out to be the villain.  But I've reached that point where I just don't give a single flying fuck and am in no rush to come to my own rescue and even defend myself.  Say whatever you want, paint me out to be the next Hitler, i just dont care.
Then to top it off, the other individual told me he was organizing a meeting between the 3 of us so the story of "what really happened" can come out.  Yet again, regardless of my track record of being honest and authentic, my integrity is being called into question.  So I told him no.  No I would not be present nor would I participate and, most likely, get into a shouting contest with this bitch who wants to make herself out to be some poor girl down on her luck and for me to be some catty lying faggot who has nothing better to do than to make up stories about her.  Bitch don't flatter yourself.  You ain't worth the effort it would take to even concoct any scheme having to do with getting one up on you because you're a fucking nobody.

Fucking people are stupid

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