Don't be daft. Someone needs a reality check

And that someone is me.  So a knight showed up at just the right time...so what?  That doesn't mean he's gonna look one glance your way.  You have nothing to offer anyone right now other than your own mess of a life and your own issues you're working through that nobody should have the torture of having to work through with you.  There's a billion and one better options out there and the thought that maybe, just maybe, you actually had some appeal to someone is laughable.  Wake up bitch.  Nobody wants you.  Just keep your head down and mind your business.  Ain't nobody gonna bother you or disrupt you and your little package of crazy you got going on.  Just keep chugging along and keep it together.