American Sniper Hang Over

Holy shit I'm fucking exhausted today.  I must be turning into a crotchety old man because I got 7 hours of sleep last night and I feel like death today and like all the coffee in the world can't wake me up.  I'm usually up by 5:30 or 6 every morning after having gone to bed by like 8:30/9ish the night before but I didn't get home last night until around 11 and wasn't asleep until after midnight.  As tired as I am though it was worth it because American Sniper was AMAZING.  I was also treated to an obscene amount of sushi and food before hand too cuz my Sponsor took me and his girl to Kona Grill before we hit a meeting at 6  (my new home group too btw).  I spent the first part of my morning bitching and moaning about how tired I was feeling and oh poor me I'm not gonna make it to the gym I'm exhausted.  But I decided to reset, have another cup of coffee, eat something, smoke another cigarette, and get out of the problem and into the solution:   it's a beautiful day out.  So you're tired.  STFU and go do something with your day instead of bitching about poor you.  

I also got a letter from my friend in prison yesterday (K_____).  She's getting out on the 26th of this month!  She's been clean for a year now (mainly due to lock up, but hey, she needed it, and it takes what it takes), but she's ready to start going to meetings and not only just be clean like she has been while behind bars, but she's also ready to be in recovery.  And that's the kind of people I'm trying to surround myself with right now.  

Time to eat, smoke, and get ready for the gym.  After that, the Sponsor and I are going to a meeting then I'll have the rest of the day to bitch and moan about being tired if I want, but I plan to utilize my day and tough it out.  Happy Saturday!