It's Friday. Had a pretty good week. I made it to a meeting every day this week except for Tuesday. This was my first week feeling normal again too. Monday was my first day feeling human again. I don't know if it's because I'm getting older or because the dope is getting stronger (probably because I'm getting older) but this last go-around left me fucking FRIED. My synapses, nerves, hell....my entire Central Nervous System was shot to shit.
I've also noticed how "in the spirit" I am this year for Christmas. Between having money to buy my mom presents, and sending out all the Christmas cards I sent out, for me, it really feels like Christmas this year for the first time in at least 3 years. In 2011 I was just coming out of rehab; 2012 I wasw back out smoking meth and in that nightmare relationship with Andrew; 2013 I was in that stupid God-forsaken Sober Living House, so this is the first year in 3 years that I actually am "in the spirit" of the holidays. It's pretty awesome.
As for today, I'm probably going to clean my bathroom (it needs it), play some God of War: Ascension (I haven't played in over a month, maybe 2), and possible re-shave my head (if I can build up the motivation to actually do it). Then, later tonight, I'm going to a meeting at 6. Hope everyone has a good day. =)
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