Day 11. I've got a psychiatrist appointment today. Just a routine follow up on all my meds and to get all my prescriptions refilled.
Also, a friend messaged me last night (to maintain anonymity here, let's just call this person 4), and 4 said that he's supportive in my efforts to get and stay clean. He also, however, said that "it seems like I'm addicted to my recovery more than I'm addicted to the actual drug." It bothered me for a little bit but after sleeping on it and reading the message again I realized that that may be entirely true, but I'd rather be addicted to my recovery and maintaining a sane and stable life as opposed to being addicted to a substance and slowly killing myself and letting my life spiral out of control. I'll take this addiction ANY DAY over the other.
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