Parting

it's time to face reality, as much as i don't want to acknowledge this fact, it's true. 
you left me a long time ago as it is clearly evident in your blind hastiness to stand by and defend everyone anyone and everything no matter what or who, but all you can do for me is point out all my flaws.

as much as i've been trying to tell myself that this was just a bumpy patch, i know that for certain you and i have been dead for a long time.  after building yourself up to be such an integral key component in my life, the ease with which you're able to walk away and "take care of yourself" is setting an example which i clearly need to follow.

i'm as sick as you've made me, and, hopefully, the only thing i wish for you now is for you to be as sick as i have made you for as long as possible.