Following my Release from the Psychiatric Ward

i would just like to make everyone aware that there will be extensive, deep, and mass cuts of connections/friends from Facebook and Myspace over the next week.  Twitter has already been deactivated, so now I'm moving on to these 2.  Regarding any friends who find that connections to me have been severed, i want to say i am sorry.  i am in no way passing judgment on you and i harbor you no ill will, and some of you i care for as friends.  However, for me to be successful in this next endeavor, I can only achieve this by taking out certain elements of my life that are not conducive to what I am trying to achieve.  If you're feelings are hurt or you don't understand, I am sorry but that is the way it is going to be.  I have lost something through all this through my own deceitful actions and poor choices; something that is so dear and precious to me that I feel like I have literally had a piece of my body ripped off and away, and that I, myself, ripped it off.  There still may be hope, but while there is, I know what I have to do, and I see him waiting for me at the end of the tunnel.  And there will be NOTHING or ANYONE that will stand in my way of achieving this.  This is going to be for me.  And this is going to be for him.  I HAVE to get my sunshine back.