Friday!

It's Friday!  Not like that really means much to me as my schedule pretty much consists of me doing whatever the fuck I wanna do whenever the hell I wanna do it or feel like it.  Which is why I think establishing a routine schedule this past week or two has been so difficult.  I identified that meeting attendance, recovery, and surrounding myself with positive, other recovering people needed to be a priority.  But my meeting attendance has still been slacking because I, being the perfect example of what it says in the Basic Text "something in our self-destructive personalities cries for failure") always manage to find something else to do, some excuse not to go, or am just lazy and end up taking a nap instead and sleeping through meetings, waking up on time, or staying up way too late at night at which I have no business being up at 2 AM glued to my computer monitor working on shit for the business that, I will freely admit, I've become completely obsessed with.  I want to absorb as much knowledge as I can about getting it off the ground and what successful steps and methods to implement like...RIGHT AWAY.  I want all of it now and it leaves me up till 2 or 3 in the morning networking on LinkedIn, building and expanding my social circles on Google +, , updating profiles on different Social Media platforms, or making more To Do lists of shit I need/should do to continue to market myself and get the word out that Elite Assistant Services by Michael is open for business.
Wow....after just typing all that out and reading back where my priorities are....I will freely admit that I've got shit twisted and fucked up.  My recovery is not in the number one spot and I've become obsessed with building this business and am putting other things first ahead of me building and maintaining a stable life.  Time to reassess some things.

Stay tuned.....