4 days after Joey's death and I still can't get a solid night's sleep. I slept better last night than I have all week but I still didn't sleep the whole night through and woke up a few times because of dreams. Not nightmares necessarily, just Joey dreams. I also realized I shouldn't be taking naps in the middle of the day like I've been doing. Tuesday and Wednesday I took 3-4 hour naps and had trouble sleeping each night so yesterday I forced myself to stay awake through the afternoon and slept better last night than I have all week.
As for my recovery, I'm still going strong with my 90 in 90 and I'm finishing up my Step 1 today. Going to the gym every day and working on my steps and going to meetings every day as well has helped stave off post death depression. Keeping busy has helped too (writing, reading, video games).
As for this weekend, I think my Sponsor and I are going to go to the movies tomorrow. It's a toss up between Taken 3 and Inherent Vice. I'm leaning more towards Inherent Vice.
I'm also about to finish God of War: Ascension. It feels good to finish a project and follow through on something to completion. I know to some of you it may be "just a game," but to me it's a hobby, a passion, and one hell of a good story. Plus, come on...Kratos has a bangin' body.
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