Sunday, December 7, 2014

Pushing Through

Day 2.
Definitely going through withdrawals.  I slept from 8:30 last night until 10 this morning.  And now I want to eat EVERYTHING.  Mom is coming over shortly so we can go to breakfast and go do my weekly grocery shopping trip to Wal-Mart.  All leisure reading and other projects have been put on hold for the moment since I don't have the motivation or energy to do anything other than sleep and eat.
I know it's only temporary and I just have to push through and bite the bullet for this part.  I've detoxed before, I can do it again.  What's keeping me out of my head though is writing and my friends.  I'm so happy and fortunate that I started reaching out last week and got in the habit of reaching out to people first thing in the morning because I don't feel alone and I don't feel like I'm doing this alone.  Hopefully after I push through this phase of feeling like shit I can get back into doing things that bring me joy (ie. reading, video games, arts & crafts, etc.)

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