10:00AM
Day 3 of Operation Overhaul. Don't have much time because Shaun is picking me up for a meeting shortly but wanted to make an entry before I left the apartment.
I woke up this morning feeling lonely from the start and don't know why. I immediately did my morning readings, made my gratitude list, and then picked up my phone and started making my rounds. It's such a good suggestion from NA to expand and nurture a support group because when one person isn't available, chances are another friend will be and that's exactly what is going on this morning. Angela wasn't able to talk but 3 other people are and I've also already found a ride to a meeting with Shaun. So A-I get to see my sponsor and B-I get to go to a meeting. Day is ogg to a good start so far.
More later.
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2:10PM
Just got home. Shaun and I ended up going to a 10:30 meeting then he bought me Starbucks. I was only expecting to go to 1 meeting then have Shaun drop me off at home and call it a day, but 2 meetings back to back was an awesome treat. I haven't shared in a very long time either so today I shared at both meetings so I feel like I was an active participant in my recovery, not just sitting there and listening to everyone else share thinking I'll recover through osmosis.
Now that I'm home I'm going to continue this trend of self-care that's been going on today and spend some more time writing on Step 1 ..... or reading my book, whichever sounds more fun :-)
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