I've come to the conclusion that I really need to start implementing the principles of this program into my life if I want my life to change and if I want to change the way I feel and if I want to change how I view my life. Again, my meeting attendance has slackened and I haven't been to one in 1 week. I've also realized that a big stumbling block of mine is that I put all or most of my stock into one or two people as my friends, but when they aren't around or available, I find myself lonely and isolated again. I need to reach out to more of my friends and begin cultivating more substantial, meaningful relationships with friends and broaden my support group instead of placing 100% of the burden on a select few (ie. Anthony). I've also made the conscious decision to start working the Steps again and am going to buy new notebooks today so I can get busy. I'm the only one that can change my life and how I perceive and respond to it. I owe it to myself to do what I need to do to be happy and content.
It's MY responsibility.
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