Isolation

I think I'm getting sick.  I've got that constant drip in the back of my throat and am developing a cough and it's not cute.  Good thing I have a doctor's appointment on Friday.

I'm really struggling with strong feelings of loneliness right now.  Sitting in this apartment day in day out without anyone to talk to is starting to take its toll on me.  I also haven't been to a meeting in over 2 weeks so that might have something to do with it.  I;m also realizing that I'm putting all my eggs in one basket as far as T__y goes.  Ye's he's back in Vegas and yes we've gotten close; yes we spend a lot of time together and yes he comes over a lot to spend time with me, but I can't expect him to be here 24/7 or that I can monopolize all his time and not have him have his own life and go do other things.

I guess what I'm getting at is I need to branch out and reach out of my comfort zone and start interacting with other friends again and also definitely get my ass to a meeting ASAP.