Get Your Shit Together

So you have you heard that advice before that says if you want to achieve something or if you have a goal/goals, to write them down and place them somewhere conspicuous?  That way by constantly seeing it you're reminded of where your efforts should be or what you want to manifest.

I made one of those this week.  And I've found myself in a deadlock stare for long stretches of time after the way shit went down this week.

Here's my list, titled, "Get Your Shit Together and Handle Your Business"

Get a fucking job
Clean up my thinking and try to stop being so fucking selfish and self-centered
GET A JOB
Stop letting my emotions dictate my actions
Get back into a regular routine including the gym
Attend more meetings

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Because I realized a really harsh truth as a result of this week.  A close friend of mine told this to me, but it didn't sink in until all the dust settled:

I have absolutely nothing to offer to anyone right now.  Who WOULD want to be around me?

So, handle your shit.