i can't stop listening to this song today. for some reason over the past week every time I hear Hayley singing these lyrics, I can't help but to think that this song -- from start to finish -- encapsulates my life.
And that sucks.
Because that one lyric about realizing that you're better off when you hit the bottom. It still doesn't feel like that.
All this time later and I still feel like I'm missing a crucial part of me. And as each day passes I get this nagging feeling in the back of my head that I'm never going to get it back.
Not like I deserve to get him back. :\
Off to Target with mom to pretend like I'm okay.
Ps,
one of my "best friends" has turned out to be nothing of the sort and if she's reading this I hope she's okay due to the fact that I haven't heard from her in 3 weeks and counting. However, her actions/inactions have been unbearably hurtful, especially when I already feel like giving up on the world as it is. Now it feels like she gave up on me. And then didn't even have the decency to talk to me about whatever it was or what the issue is. I'm not even good enough to keep him, then apparently not good enough to retain a friend. Go me
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